ReflectionsSaturday, December 15, 2007
Two things to RememberIt was a crazy day for me. The situation had gotten worse. I didn't know whom to believe anymore. I was confused--it felt awful. I was depressed. I felt as if I didn't have anyone to talk to. Until my dad called me into his office. And told me to remember two things:
1. I am not the designer of the universe--God is, and He is in control.
I'm guilty of trying to change the world. I try to change the people around me. But I couldn't. And it frustrated me so badly, I felt depressed whenever I failed. Whenever it wasn't in my power to change someone, make them see what I saw, it felt as if my world had fallen apart. I forgot one thing. I forgot that there is one great Designer who does all things for good to those who love Him. He holds everything in His hands and I've failed to trust Him.
2. The universe was not made to satisfy me.
Another one of my flaws. Whenever I'm not happy about something around me, I feel blue.
When things don't go my way, i feel down. I forgot that God didn't give me the universe for my own satisfaction. My only purpose on this earth is to glorify God. If God has given me a dark trial, I shouldn't feel depressed. I should use the opportunity to give glory to my Creator's name, in whatever situation He puts me in.
HaPi ::
3:44 AM ::
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Friday, December 14, 2007
Reminders
"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." II Timothy 1:7
"For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace." I Corinthians 14:33
"For the Lord God will help me; therefore shall I not be confounded; therefore have I set my face like a flint, and I know that I shall not be ashamed." Isaiah 50:7
"Cast thy burden upon the Lord and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved." Psalm 55:22
"Great peace have they which love thy law: and nothing shall offend them." Psalm 119:165
"For I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." Psalm 147:3
HaPi ::
6:04 PM ::
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I don't know who to talk to. I don't know whom to believe. It's so stupid of me to act on emotions. But keeping this inside me hurts so badly. I just had to let it out. I had to talk to her, tell her i knew what she was hiding. But in doing that, i broke the trust of the people who wanted me to wait. But i couldn't wait. I couldn't go on living day by day with her, smiling up at her as if i knew nothing. I wanted to hear her side of the story. I wanted to trust her. I wanted things to be the way they were before that great spiritual tragedy.
But i guess i acted rashly. I broke their trust. And instead of finding peace in telling her... here i am once more, oh so down and confused.
I wish i could be a kid again. I wish i could go back to those days when all i had to worry about was a scraped knee and all the only wrong thing i knew she did was stealing a cookie. =(
HaPi ::
5:49 AM ::
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Monday, December 10, 2007
I Know She's LyingI'm not stupid. I know what she's keeping from me.
I know I don't believe her. I know I don't trust her.
But I can't explain why.
What made her believe that I won't find out?
How can she live life from day to day, smile at me, accept my little acts of affection,
knowing that she is hiding a dark secret?
It hurts to be lied to.
It hurts even more when the person knows you know, but she doesn't care. :(
I know she's lying.
And I'm losing my best friend.... ='(
I know I don't believe her. I know I don't trust her.
But I can't explain why.
What made her believe that I won't find out?
How can she live life from day to day, smile at me, accept my little acts of affection,
knowing that she is hiding a dark secret?
It hurts to be lied to.
It hurts even more when the person knows you know, but she doesn't care. :(
I know she's lying.
And I'm losing my best friend.... ='(
HaPi ::
5:58 AM ::
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Saturday, December 08, 2007
Brewing StormDepressed
I'm wondering why my tears won't dry
I don't know why I feel this way.
Am I lonely? I always try,
but I'm finding it hard to smile.
I want to get away, away from it all.
Please...please, I'm about to fall..
You don't know how I feel
You don't know how I bleed
You can't see the tears I'm hiding
behind this trembling smile.
If you only knew...you'd feel it too.
I don't want to hurt anyone
I do not want to hurt myself.
But here I am, hurting so badly
And I don't even know why...
Shut out the world...I want to die.
They don't know how I feel
They don't know how I bleed
They can't see the tears I'm hiding
behind this trembling smile
If they only knew...they'd feel it too..
I want to shout and scream out loud
Yet my heart is yearning for peace
Peace of mind...peace with the world
Peace with myself...
Why can't I grasp it?
Why is it so far from my reach?
What's troubling me?
What's wrong?
You don't know...
They don't know...
But one day it will end.
I'm wondering why my tears won't dry
I don't know why I feel this way.
Am I lonely? I always try,
but I'm finding it hard to smile.
I want to get away, away from it all.
Please...please, I'm about to fall..
You don't know how I feel
You don't know how I bleed
You can't see the tears I'm hiding
behind this trembling smile.
If you only knew...you'd feel it too.
I don't want to hurt anyone
I do not want to hurt myself.
But here I am, hurting so badly
And I don't even know why...
Shut out the world...I want to die.
They don't know how I feel
They don't know how I bleed
They can't see the tears I'm hiding
behind this trembling smile
If they only knew...they'd feel it too..
I want to shout and scream out loud
Yet my heart is yearning for peace
Peace of mind...peace with the world
Peace with myself...
Why can't I grasp it?
Why is it so far from my reach?
What's troubling me?
What's wrong?
You don't know...
They don't know...
But one day it will end.
HaPi ::
6:42 PM ::
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Feeling SO BLUE tonight. I've no idea why... I'm at peace with my neighbors, I have loving people around me, my stomach isn't empty, I'm all right with the world. So why is my heart so heavy? As my fingers fly across the keyboard, my heart is pounding crazily in my chest as if it wants to explode. I smile, I laugh, but deep inside I want to fly away from it all. Climb a mountain, spend some time alone. This isn't the first time the feeling has eaten me up. It got me before...the week my grandmother died. I just felt at war with myself. I was angry--not with anyone or anything--but that sinister feeling was there and wouldn't go away. It even brought me to the point of wishing I would be taken Home where no such feelings exist. It's crazy to feel depressed and not know the reason why. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't push anyone away...but I wanted so much to run away. But I decided to do the best thing I could. I talked to my wise dad and explained my predicament. He called it "Elijah's Depression". Elijah, the Old Testament prophet had been running away from the wicked Queen who sought his life. He ran for days. It exhausted him. So much so, he began to wish he were dead (just like i did). God knew exactly what he needed. He made him rest, then sent an angel to feed him. I guess I'm just exhausted. Stressed out from work. Felt the pressure....but God knows exactly what I need too. I should keep looking up to Him for help and guidance....
HaPi ::
3:16 AM ::
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
It's nearly midnight, but I want to write. About what? I don't know...sometimes i just get these weird spells when i want to write about something but i have no idea what...i usually begin by writing about life.
Life? For now, life for me is no extraordinary game. It's like each chapter in my storybook of life begins and ends the same. Boooring...*sigh*
It's not that i'm asking for something to scramble my way of life and make me feel lost. It's just that sometimes...i really look forward to some kind of change somehow. A new friend, a discovery, accomplishent of a certain goal...
Yeah...a change would be nice.
Goals? I really look forward to studying again next year. I want to teach. I want to be an insipration to little kids with adoring eyes. I want to influence lives. I want a job that is rewarding and inspiring. On the shallow side, i want a job that won't require work on holidays and weekends. hehe...but seriously. I think teachers are the most influencial people in the world. Your students who grow up to be successful people remember your words of wisdom...and they'll come back to thank you for it... So yeah... I'm thinking seriously of taking up education next year.'
Dreams? My dreams still remain the same. Sweet but unfulfilled. I've never attempted to take a step towards it. I don't believe that's in my power.
Labels: randomness
HaPi ::
5:56 AM ::
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Friday, November 30, 2007
That Distant DreamI've been having this persistent dream.
It invades my mind ever so often nowadays.
Not everyone knows about it.
Only the few i knew who would understand...
That dream?
I can't see a way for it to come true...
I can't say it's waiting for me around the bend.
It remains a dream.
For how much longer...I don't know.
There is One who knows.
I'll trust in Him.
I'll wait.
HaPi ::
8:19 AM ::
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CORRECTION: Real time of conversation was about 11:45PM to 12 something AM, November 30, Friday =)
Hapi (7:52:59 AM): bebeeee!!!
Hapi (7:53:13 AM): buzz!
Leng (7:53:33 AM): haro!
Leng (7:53:37 AM): musta?
Hapi (7:53:39 AM): tgal na natin di ngkkita!
Leng (7:53:40 AM): yuck, as if
Hapi (7:53:40 AM): hehe
Leng (7:53:48 AM): hahahahahaha
Leng (7:53:52 AM): haaay beibi
Hapi (7:53:56 AM): snilip ko blogger ko
Hapi (7:54:03 AM): inaamag na ata sa tgal ko di bnubuksan
Hapi (7:54:04 AM): hehe
Leng (7:54:18 AM): go at mag-update na!
Leng (7:54:20 AM): hehehehe
Hapi (7:54:24 AM): hehe
Hapi (7:54:27 AM): pero bat kaya gnun?
Hapi (7:54:29 AM): parang automatic sya
Hapi (7:54:34 AM): kung ano isulat ko sa multiply
Hapi (7:54:37 AM): lumabas din dun?
Hapi (7:54:39 AM): hmmmm...
Hapi (7:54:42 AM): weeeiird
Leng (7:55:00 AM): baka si-net mo na na ganun?
Leng (7:55:08 AM): um...
Leng (7:55:11 AM): hindi ko alam
Hapi (7:55:15 AM): hehe
Leng (7:55:15 AM): hehehehe
Hapi (7:55:20 AM): bebi ang LAMIG dito sa antipolo!
Hapi (7:55:25 AM): malamig ang simoy ng hangin
Hapi (7:55:28 AM): kasi pasko na sinta ko
Hapi (7:55:36 AM): coldness
Leng (7:55:50 AM): ako naman, yung dati kog URL na full name ko, may site siya na puro nonsense yung laman
Leng (7:55:53 AM): WEEEE
Leng (7:55:57 AM): LAMEEEEEEEEGGGGGG
Leng (7:56:01 AM): SWIMMING NAAAAAAAAAAA
Hapi (7:56:03 AM): hehe
Hapi (7:56:06 AM): iswhiming??
Hapi (7:56:07 AM): hehe
Leng (7:57:05 AM): haaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Leng (7:57:12 AM): dec 7 na pala this friday
Leng (7:57:29 AM): hindi pala ako pwede. pinipilit ko pa kayo kanina
Leng (7:57:30 AM): hehehehe
Leng (7:57:46 AM): dec 14 ulit?
Hapi (7:57:56 AM): sige sige!
Hapi (7:58:11 AM): istaRbux ulit?
Hapi (7:58:14 AM): para may planner kna?
Hapi (7:58:14 AM): hehe
Leng (7:58:47 AM): hehehehe
Leng (7:58:53 AM): pwede din!
Leng (7:58:54 AM): hahaha
Hapi (7:59:02 AM): yihee!
Leng (7:59:02 AM): kaso, hindi ko talaga yun mapupuo
Hapi (7:59:06 AM): tapos papa autograph mo samin
Hapi (7:59:07 AM): hehe
Leng (7:59:09 AM): *puno pala
Leng (7:59:12 AM): orayt!
Hapi (7:59:14 AM): malay mo....
Hapi (7:59:14 AM): hehe
Hapi (7:59:47 AM): sige..sana nga!
Hapi (7:59:48 AM): hahahahah!
Leng (8:04:14 AM): bakit maybe someday? [Ang YM status ko]
Hapi (8:04:43 AM): wala lang
Hapi (8:04:51 AM): maybe someday magagawa ko na lahat ng gusto ko?
Hapi (8:04:59 AM): mag violin, magsulat, magturo..lahat ng mag
Hapi (8:05:00 AM): hehe
Leng (8:05:11 AM): aww... sana nga...
Leng (8:05:13 AM): ako din...
Leng (8:05:31 AM): kaya natin yun!!!!
Hapi (8:05:35 AM): hehehe!
Leng (8:05:41 AM): 2008 will be our year!!!!
Leng (8:05:46 AM): hahahahaha
Hapi (8:05:47 AM): pero lamu bebi may sasabihain ako syo wag ka tatawa ha
Leng (8:05:54 AM): ano buzz, go lang!
Hapi (8:05:56 AM): haha
Hapi (8:06:01 AM): gustong gusto ko na mgka baby
Hapi (8:06:03 AM): hahahahaha!
Hapi (8:06:09 AM): ayan..ako tuloy ntawa!
Hapi (8:06:10 AM): hahaha
Leng (8:06:25 AM): actually.....
Leng (8:06:32 AM): naisip ko na din yan
Hapi (8:06:34 AM): hehe
Leng (8:07:38 AM): pero, hindi pa ngayon
Leng (8:07:38 AM): alam mo yung parang gusto mo
Leng (8:07:38 AM): pero alam mong hindi mo pa kaya?
Leng (8:07:38 AM): saka medyo imposible naman diba?
Leng (8:07:39 AM): parang bacteria lang, basta na lang magkaka-offspring
Leng (8:07:39 AM): wahahahaha
Leng (8:07:39 AM): juklang
Leng (8:07:39 AM): anong gusto mo, boy or girl?
Hapi (8:07:48 AM): hahahaha!
Leng (8:07:51 AM): saka, what age sa tingin mo gusto mo magkaron?
Hapi (8:07:51 AM): ntawa naman ako sa bacteria
Hapi (8:07:52 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:07:56 AM): wala lang
Hapi (8:07:57 AM): di ko alam
Hapi (8:08:08 AM): bsta pag nakakakita ko baby commercial nttouch ako
Hapi (8:08:13 AM): lalo na un sa johnsons
Hapi (8:08:24 AM): un naiiyak un mommy pag bgay sknya nun baby
Hapi (8:08:26 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:08:28 AM): babaw ko ba?
Leng (8:08:56 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:08:57 AM): hindi
Leng (8:09:46 AM): ako nga, natutuwa ako dun sa babies ng besfren ko at ng pinsan ko...
Hapi (8:10:08 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:10:09 AM): cute ksi eh
Hapi (8:10:13 AM): sarap alagaan
Hapi (8:10:20 AM): namiss ko si ken nun baby pa
Leng (8:10:22 AM): basta, di ba para kasing pag may baby ka, or may inaalagaan ka, parang may purpose ka?
Leng (8:10:26 AM): awww
Leng (8:10:54 AM): ay, bakit mo cancel?
Hapi (8:10:58 AM): photosharing nlng
Hapi (8:11:03 AM): nclose mo nb photosharing mo?
Leng (8:11:05 AM): si ken ba yan...
Leng (8:11:41 AM): hangkyuttttt!!!!11
Hapi (8:11:52 AM): onga eh!
Hapi (8:11:54 AM): kakamiss tlga..
Hapi (8:11:56 AM): hehe
Leng (8:11:57 AM): dapat kasi ang mga baby brothers and sisters ay hindi na tumatanda
Hapi (8:12:01 AM): haha!
Hapi (8:12:02 AM): onga
Hapi (8:12:03 AM): hmph
Hapi (8:12:03 AM): hehe
Leng (8:12:13 AM): nako, lalo na pag nag-highschool na yan!
Hapi (8:12:34 AM): hay nako
Hapi (8:12:38 AM): snabi mo pa
Hapi (8:12:40 AM): hehe
Leng (8:12:55 AM): shempre hindi mo na ma-baby
Leng (8:12:58 AM): hahahaha!
Leng (8:13:32 AM): hahaha! hangkyut ni ken dun sa isa.. ano ba yun, salakot o bilao?
Hapi (8:13:46 AM): bilao ata
Hapi (8:13:47 AM): hehe
Leng (8:14:50 AM): mag-volunteer na lang tayo sa orphanage
Leng (8:15:09 AM): yun ay isa sa mga to-do ko in 2007 na hindi ko na-achieve
Hapi (8:15:17 AM): hmmm..
Leng (8:15:20 AM): at ang matuto mag-drive
Hapi (8:15:26 AM): hopefully 2008 magawa mo na un
Hapi (8:15:27 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:15:30 AM): gusto ko din magaral mgdrive
Leng (8:15:58 AM): at ang makasakay ng isang ride sa amusement park para ma-overcome ko ang fear ko of s[eed
Leng (8:17:35 AM): yung unang pic, mukhang girl si ken
Hapi (8:17:55 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:17:59 AM): ngising ngisi sya dun
Hapi (8:18:02 AM): cute cute
Hapi (8:18:08 AM): pinakamasayang baby si ken na alam ko
Hapi (8:18:13 AM): di halos umiiyak
Hapi (8:18:17 AM): tapos konting patawa lang
Hapi (8:18:21 AM): ngisi na kgad
Hapi (8:18:33 AM): hobbies nya nun baby pa sya...
Hapi (8:18:37 AM): tumalon talon sa lap mo
Hapi (8:18:43 AM): tapos sisipsipin yun baba mo
Hapi (8:18:44 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:20:02 AM): aww
Leng (8:20:08 AM): miss mo na talaga eh no?
Leng (8:20:14 AM): kaso, maaga nag-binata eh
Hapi (8:20:19 AM): onga eh
Leng (8:20:19 AM): chickboy na agad
Leng (8:20:21 AM): hahahahaha
Hapi (8:20:23 AM): haha!
Hapi (8:20:29 AM): naimagine ko tuloy sila mama
Hapi (8:20:37 AM): lagi nila snsbi ang bilis daw namin msydo lumaki
Hapi (8:20:42 AM): un tipong tahimik
Hapi (8:20:46 AM): tapos biglang sasabihin nila
Hapi (8:20:50 AM): "parang kaylan lang..."
Hapi (8:20:54 AM): tapos sasabihin ni abba
Hapi (8:21:04 AM): "galing ba tlaga syo un mga yan? sa liit mong yan?"
Hapi (8:21:05 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:21:18 AM): hahahaha!
Leng (8:22:23 AM): parang mama ko, minsan sasabihin niya na dati daw nagpupunta kami sa mall, tatlo kaming dala niya
Leng (8:22:33 AM): ngayon daw kasi, may mga sarili ng lakad
Hapi (8:22:57 AM): onga
Hapi (8:23:32 AM): kakalungkot nga isipin noh?
Hapi (8:23:36 AM): un cycle ng buhay
Hapi (8:23:40 AM): parang dati sila yun tayo
Hapi (8:23:43 AM): tapos tayo migiging sila
Hapi (8:23:54 AM): tapos un next generation satin magiging tayo
Hapi (8:24:00 AM): tapos ang gulo na
Hapi (8:24:06 AM): haha
Leng (8:24:25 AM): hehehehe
Leng (8:24:27 AM): senti?
Leng (8:24:31 AM): pero totoo
Leng (8:24:39 AM): waah, natatakot akong tumanda
Hapi (8:24:39 AM): onga
Leng (8:24:45 AM): hindi sa itsura ha?
Leng (8:24:59 AM): yung responsibility at..
Leng (8:25:05 AM): basta, yung change na yun
Hapi (8:25:27 AM): huhu
Hapi (8:25:28 AM): onga
Hapi (8:25:33 AM): pero buti nlng di biglaan
Hapi (8:25:35 AM): dahan dahan lang
Hapi (8:25:38 AM): si mo mapapansin
Hapi (8:25:42 AM): mapapaisip ka na lang bigal
Hapi (8:25:45 AM): *bigla
Hapi (8:25:50 AM): at sisigaw dahil may puting buhok ka na
Hapi (8:25:52 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:25:59 AM): tapos bibili na tayo ng pang tina ng buhok
Hapi (8:26:09 AM): at magpapa belo na kasi puro wrinkles na
Leng (8:26:20 AM): kasi, dati ganito lang ako
Hapi (8:26:21 AM): awww...ishdat you?
Hapi (8:26:23 AM): haha
Leng (8:26:48 AM): kumusta naman ang maduming picture?
Leng (8:26:55 AM): luma na
Leng (8:26:57 AM): hahahahaha
Leng (8:27:10 AM): hala, magtitina din tayo ng hair?
Hapi (8:27:26 AM): hehe
Leng (8:27:28 AM): naku, sa time natin, super matanda na si vicky belo
Leng (8:27:29 AM): hahahaha!
Hapi (8:27:37 AM): bat ka nakanganga bebi?
Leng (8:27:38 AM): maganda pa din kaya skin nya nun?
Hapi (8:27:45 AM): nagulat ka sa flash?
Hapi (8:27:48 AM): hehe
Leng (8:27:56 AM): hay nako. mga baby pics ko, puro ako nakanganga
Leng (8:27:58 AM): hahahaha!
Hapi (8:28:04 AM): hahaha!
Hapi (8:28:09 AM): siguro gustong gusto mo na magsalita nun
Hapi (8:28:11 AM): di mo lang alam kung pano
Hapi (8:28:14 AM): kaya nakanganga ka lagi
Hapi (8:28:21 AM): inaantay mo makalabas un sasabihin mo
Hapi (8:28:22 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:28:25 AM): baka nga
Hapi (8:28:32 AM): ako naman kalbo nun
Hapi (8:28:36 AM): ngyon sobrang kapal ng buhok
Leng (8:28:39 AM): madaldal daw ako kasi eh, bata pa lang
Leng (8:28:42 AM): hehehehehe
Hapi (8:28:45 AM): hahaha!
Leng (8:28:46 AM): tingeeeeeeeeeeeennnnn
Hapi (8:28:53 AM): you were meant to be a reporter!
Hapi (8:28:54 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:29:05 AM): hahalungkatin ko pa picture ko sa baul
Hapi (8:29:07 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:29:13 AM): di ko pa nsscan eh
Leng (8:30:46 AM): kinuhaan ko lang ng picture yang picture ko eh
Leng (8:30:56 AM): por we do not hab a scanner
Leng (8:30:57 AM): hahaha
Leng (8:31:14 AM): sana nga, gusto ko maging si cheche lazaro at si korina nun
Leng (8:31:41 AM): at ang unang crush ko na natatandaan ko eh si atom araullo sa 5&up!
Leng (8:31:43 AM): hehehehe
Leng (8:31:54 AM): ikaw, anong unang dream mo?
Hapi (8:32:30 AM): haha
Hapi (8:32:36 AM): bata ka pa lang tlga un na gusto mo
Hapi (8:32:38 AM): ako?
Hapi (8:32:41 AM): gusto ko tlga nun pa maging writer
Hapi (8:32:44 AM): pero sa creative writing
Hapi (8:32:50 AM): di ako msydo sa news writing eh
Hapi (8:32:58 AM): gusto ko noon pa maging novelist
Hapi (8:32:58 AM): naks
Hapi (8:33:05 AM): ganda pakinggan noh?
Hapi (8:33:09 AM): pero walang pera daw dun eh
Hapi (8:33:10 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:33:17 AM): pero un tlga pangarap ko
Hapi (8:33:22 AM): sunod sa makakain ng maraming chocolates
Hapi (8:33:26 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:33:48 AM): ay...pangarap ko nga rin pala makalipad nun
Hapi (8:33:49 AM): hehe
Leng (8:33:51 AM): maganda ang mga pangarap mo
Leng (8:33:57 AM): ang cute! talaga?
Hapi (8:34:18 AM): dami nga ako pangarap
Hapi (8:34:25 AM): nun mga 11 ako gusto maging adventurer
Hapi (8:34:33 AM): tapos nun mejo tumanda ako sabi ko mag enroll ako sa PMA
Hapi (8:34:41 AM): nun sobrang liit ako sabi ko magiging nurse ako
Leng (8:34:44 AM): WAAAAT???
Hapi (8:34:46 AM): pero gaya gaya lang kasi ako nun kay mama
Hapi (8:34:49 AM): haha
Hapi (8:34:51 AM): nagulat kba bebi?
Leng (8:34:52 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:34:52 AM): haha
Hapi (8:34:58 AM): opo!
Hapi (8:35:05 AM): gusto ko maging military girl nun
Leng (8:35:07 AM): oo, mjo!
Hapi (8:35:08 AM): natuwa ako sa girl power eh
Hapi (8:35:09 AM): hehe
Leng (8:35:09 AM): hahaha
Hapi (8:35:18 AM): kaya nga ngenjoy ako sa rotc natin
Hapi (8:35:22 AM): pero di ko lang pinahalata
Hapi (8:35:26 AM): ksi baka sbihin nila tomboy ako eh
Hapi (8:35:28 AM): hmph
Hapi (8:35:29 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:35:39 AM): kinausap ko na nga si aba nun eh
Hapi (8:35:42 AM): na un ang gusto ko
Hapi (8:35:48 AM): pumayag na sana sya..ksi pangarap din nya un dati
Hapi (8:35:54 AM): pero di ako pasa sa height
Hapi (8:35:59 AM): tapos high blood pko
Hapi (8:36:04 AM): kaya di tlaga pwde
Leng (8:36:08 AM): so, tinry mo pala talaga?
Hapi (8:36:16 AM): hindin ko na tnry
Hapi (8:36:22 AM): nagpunta lang kmi sa baguio bakasyon
Leng (8:36:23 AM): nag-inquire ka?
Hapi (8:36:25 AM): tapos nagpunta kami pma
Hapi (8:36:33 AM): naka post sa bulletin nila un requirements
Leng (8:36:40 AM): aaaah
Hapi (8:36:43 AM): ayun...5'3 requirement
Hapi (8:36:44 AM): hehe
Leng (8:36:45 AM): stig
Hapi (8:36:48 AM): sayang nga eh
Hapi (8:36:49 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:36:58 AM): um, may 5'3" ka naman diba?
Hapi (8:37:00 AM): pero buti na lang din na di natuloy
Hapi (8:37:05 AM): kasi ayaw ko ng haircut nila
Hapi (8:37:07 AM): hahahaha!
Leng (8:37:09 AM): HAHAHAHAHA
Hapi (8:37:14 AM): magmumuka akong siopao
Hapi (8:37:15 AM): ;D
Hapi (8:37:16 AM):
Leng (8:37:19 AM): girl ka nga!!!!
Hapi (8:37:27 AM): sabi sa'yo eh
Hapi (8:37:38 AM): bat yun mga american girls na nasa military cute ang mga hairdos diba?
Hapi (8:37:46 AM): bat pag dito sa pinas nagiging tomboy msydo?
Hapi (8:37:52 AM): dibey?
Hapi (8:38:03 AM): hehe
Leng (8:38:06 AM): oo nga, mukhang lalaki talaga dapat
Hapi (8:38:35 AM): hahaha
Leng (8:38:48 AM): dahil siguro dito, talagang may stereotype na yung mga ganung 'macho' na gawain ay por men only
Hapi (8:38:53 AM): tapos napansin ko malnourished mga tga PMA
Hapi (8:38:58 AM): kawawa naman
Hapi (8:39:01 AM): ang papayatot nila
Hapi (8:39:05 AM): di tulad american marines
Hapi (8:39:07 AM): diba?
Hapi (8:39:08 AM): hehe
Leng (8:39:13 AM): nakow, hindi ko kaya dun
Hapi (8:39:20 AM): si abba kasi eh
Hapi (8:39:24 AM): na influence siguro ako
Hapi (8:39:24 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:39:28 AM): sobrang hilig nun sa military
Hapi (8:39:36 AM): tapos sakin nya pinamana un hilig na yun
Leng (8:39:42 AM): ang pagkain ay lab ko, hindi pwedeng may measurement
Hapi (8:39:51 AM): yung hilig ni mama sa crosstitch at house decorating
Hapi (8:39:53 AM): kay joash napunta
Leng (8:39:54 AM): hahaha, prang ikaw ang junior nya
Hapi (8:40:01 AM): hehe
Leng (8:40:06 AM): ay, sinabi ko na nga ba!
Leng (8:40:08 AM): hahahaha
Hapi (8:40:12 AM): nagkabaliktad kami
Hapi (8:40:13 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:40:19 AM): ako pala dapat ang kuya
Hapi (8:40:20 AM): sya si ate
Hapi (8:40:21 AM): hahaha
Hapi (8:40:34 AM): pero lamu...
Hapi (8:40:40 AM): na realize ko na since bata pa ko
Hapi (8:40:43 AM): ang dream ko tlga is maging mommy
Hapi (8:40:49 AM): kasi ang super favorite toy ko
Leng (8:40:50 AM): dats nice
Hapi (8:40:56 AM): is si eugene
Hapi (8:41:05 AM): ang aking kalbo na doll
Leng (8:41:09 AM): hahahaha
Hapi (8:41:12 AM): tapos pinalitan ko sya ng Eugena
Leng (8:41:16 AM): kalbo or kinalbo?!
Hapi (8:41:17 AM): girl version pero ganun na ganun itsura
Hapi (8:41:20 AM): kalbo tlga sya bebi
Leng (8:41:20 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:41:21 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:41:29 AM): un parang carving lang ang buhok
Leng (8:41:33 AM): ahhh
Hapi (8:41:36 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:41:38 AM): luma eh
Hapi (8:41:48 AM): 3yrs old pa lang ako doll ko na si eugene
Hapi (8:41:55 AM): as in pag 3 am gumigising ako
Hapi (8:42:01 AM): para bigyan sya ng dodo
Hapi (8:42:03 AM): hehe
Leng (8:42:08 AM): ay ang cute!
Hapi (8:42:08 AM): tindi ng tama ko noh?
Hapi (8:42:12 AM): hehe
Leng (8:42:19 AM): hahahaha... mejo nga!
Hapi (8:42:21 AM): tapos binibilan ako nila mama ng totoong diaper
Leng (8:42:22 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:42:25 AM): para ikabit sknya
Hapi (8:42:29 AM): pampers pa tawag dun nun
Hapi (8:42:30 AM): hehe
Leng (8:42:47 AM): hala, magastos!
Leng (8:42:50 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:42:52 AM): ok lang
Hapi (8:42:57 AM): di naman sya nagwiwiwi ng totoo eh
Hapi (8:42:58 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:43:11 AM): kaw bebs?
Hapi (8:43:16 AM): ano fave toy mo nun?
Hapi (8:43:19 AM): barbie?
Hapi (8:43:23 AM): chinese garter?
Hapi (8:43:27 AM): chess?
Hapi (8:43:37 AM): langit lupa?
Hapi (8:43:48 AM): supermario?
Hapi (8:43:50 AM): mga uso nun
Hapi (8:43:51 AM): hehe
Leng (8:44:50 AM): supermario!!!!
Leng (8:44:52 AM): at bike
Leng (8:44:57 AM): at lutu-lutuan
Hapi (8:45:06 AM): tlga?
Hapi (8:45:10 AM): ang saya nga nun supermario!
Hapi (8:45:11 AM): at bike
Hapi (8:45:14 AM): at lutu-lutuan!
Hapi (8:45:15 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:45:18 AM): grabe..nalala ko nun..
Leng (8:45:23 AM): meron pa kami nung palayok?
Hapi (8:45:29 AM): si aba gngawan kmi ng bahay bahayan n gawa sa kumot
Hapi (8:45:31 AM): tapos may cr pa
Leng (8:45:33 AM): tapos, nagluluto kami ng rice at 'soup'
Hapi (8:45:39 AM): nlalagyan na ng urinola
Hapi (8:45:40 AM): hehe
Leng (8:45:41 AM): aka, tubig at asin
Hapi (8:45:53 AM): gustong gusto ko un maliit na palayok!
Leng (8:45:54 AM): ang saya!
Hapi (8:45:55 AM): favorite ko yun
Hapi (8:46:04 AM): pero laging nababasag pag si joash na nakikilaro eh
Hapi (8:46:05 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:46:13 AM): haaay...
Leng (8:46:13 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:46:16 AM): kakamiss maging bata!
Leng (8:46:53 AM): kaming magpipinsan sa bulacan, pag yung isa may bagong toy, dapat yung iba meron din
Hapi (8:47:04 AM): talaga?
Leng (8:47:04 AM): nauna yung pinsan ko magka-family computer
Hapi (8:47:06 AM): hehe
Leng (8:47:19 AM): tapos, bumili papa ko for us, saka yung isang tita ko para sa mga anak niya
Leng (8:47:30 AM): tapos, binili kami ni papa ng bike,
Leng (8:47:34 AM): bili rin sila
Leng (8:47:35 AM): hahaha!
Hapi (8:47:39 AM): haha!
Leng (8:47:44 AM): ang kukulit ng mga magulang namin!
Hapi (8:47:52 AM): kulit nga
Hapi (8:47:56 AM): pero at least diba..meron din kayo
Hapi (8:47:57 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:47:59 AM): tapos, naghihiraman kami ng bala ng family computer
Hapi (8:48:06 AM): keeping up with the jones's
Hapi (8:48:07 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:48:15 AM): or magtatanungan kung saan yung one-up sa mario
Leng (8:48:18 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:48:22 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:48:25 AM): di ako magaling dun
Hapi (8:48:43 AM): laging nahuhulog si mario ko sa flag
Hapi (8:48:49 AM): di sya nakakatalon sa tuk tok ng flag
Leng (8:48:51 AM): hahaha!
Leng (8:48:57 AM): ay, magaling ako jan!
Hapi (8:49:00 AM): kaya konti ng score ko
Hapi (8:49:00 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:49:03 AM): si ate champion!
Leng (8:49:06 AM): pero never ko pa natapos yung super mario
Hapi (8:49:10 AM): dun ata nagsimula lumaki mata nya eh
Leng (8:49:11 AM): talaga?
Leng (8:49:15 AM): hahahahaha!!!
Hapi (8:49:17 AM): sobrang addict
Hapi (8:49:18 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:49:24 AM): si joash naka lampin pa nun
Leng (8:49:26 AM): natapos na nia?
Hapi (8:49:32 AM): di pa msydo nakikipag agawan
Hapi (8:49:36 AM): opo..ntapos na nya un dati
Hapi (8:49:41 AM): nun mga musmos pa kmi
Hapi (8:49:42 AM): hehe
Leng (8:50:08 AM): naalala ko tuloy, dahil sa 'experienced' na ako sa super mario, naging ka-close ko mga brothers ni jelo
Hapi (8:50:09 AM): pgktapos namin mag family computer
Leng (8:50:16 AM): ay, sa circus pala
Hapi (8:50:16 AM): nood naman kmi ng sound of music na betamax
Hapi (8:50:26 AM): pag ayaw gumana at mdaming lines lines un movie
Hapi (8:50:32 AM): iikutin namin un track na knob
Hapi (8:50:39 AM): tapos konting pukpok sa tv ok na
Hapi (8:50:41 AM): hehe
Leng (8:50:45 AM): ay, wala kami betamak
Hapi (8:50:49 AM): sasabayan na namin sa pagkanta si maria
Hapi (8:50:53 AM): hehehe
Hapi (8:50:55 AM): tlga?
Hapi (8:51:08 AM): vhs na kayo kagad?
Hapi (8:51:10 AM): sosyal ah
Hapi (8:51:19 AM): hehe
Leng (8:51:27 AM): hindi ah.. wala kami pambili!
Leng (8:51:29 AM): hehehehe
Hapi (8:51:34 AM): ahehe
Hapi (8:51:35 AM): ganun?
Hapi (8:51:45 AM): sa bagay
Hapi (8:51:50 AM): dami naman pwdeng libangan nun
Hapi (8:51:56 AM): saya maglaro
Hapi (8:52:04 AM): parang mas masaya mga laro noon kaysa ngayon noh?
Leng (8:52:09 AM): oo nga!
Hapi (8:52:10 AM): kasi puro computer na kalaban ng mga bata
Hapi (8:52:12 AM): ngyon
Hapi (8:52:18 AM): dati talanga interaction
Hapi (8:52:19 AM): hehe
Leng (8:52:31 AM): nasa probinsya ako nun, kaya malawak yung pwede naming i-bike
Leng (8:52:38 AM): nalaglag na ako sa puno
Leng (8:52:45 AM): kasi feeling ko kaya ko
Leng (8:52:48 AM): hehehehe
Hapi (8:52:48 AM): haha!
Hapi (8:52:49 AM): tlga?
Hapi (8:52:52 AM): buti di ka nabalian ng buto
Leng (8:52:53 AM): oo!
Hapi (8:52:58 AM): never pa ko nalalag sa puno
Hapi (8:53:06 AM): malakas ang kapit ko eh
Hapi (8:53:07 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:53:07 AM): tapos, may time na kumain ako ng siniguelas na pinitas ko sa puno
Hapi (8:53:13 AM): tapos?
Hapi (8:53:16 AM): ano ngyari syo?
Leng (8:53:20 AM): ng hindi pa ako nagbe-breakfast
Hapi (8:53:25 AM): ala...
Hapi (8:53:28 AM): sakit sa tiyan...
Leng (8:53:34 AM): ayun, lbm
Leng (8:53:40 AM): yuck!!!
Leng (8:53:42 AM): hahahaha
Hapi (8:53:43 AM): eeew!
Hapi (8:53:44 AM): bantot!
Hapi (8:53:50 AM): un green na liquidy na mabantot?
Hapi (8:53:51 AM): hehehehe
Leng (8:54:04 AM): YAAAAKK
Leng (8:54:05 AM): hahaha!
Leng (8:54:11 AM): parang sa baby lang naman yun
Leng (8:54:15 AM): hala, ikaw ganun no?
Leng (8:54:18 AM): hehehehe
Leng (8:54:19 AM): juklang!!!
Leng (8:54:45 AM): ah, isa pa sa "happy" memories of my childhood ay nung hinabol ako ng manok paikot sa bahay namin
Hapi (8:54:57 AM): hahaha!
Leng (8:54:58 AM): kaya medyo may trauma ako sa manok
Hapi (8:55:06 AM): kaya kinain mo sya?
Hapi (8:55:06 AM): hehe
Leng (8:55:18 AM): achuli
Leng (8:55:26 AM): niluto siya ng papa ko!!!
Leng (8:55:33 AM): pero hndi ko siya kinain
Leng (8:55:37 AM): we have history, ya know
Hapi (8:55:55 AM): hahaha!
Hapi (8:55:58 AM): kawawang manok
Hapi (8:55:59 AM): ayan ksi
Hapi (8:56:02 AM): hinabol ka
Hapi (8:56:08 AM): naging fried tuloy
Hapi (8:56:13 AM): matinding parusa
Hapi (8:56:14 AM): hehe
Leng (8:56:14 AM): lagot siya sa tatay ko!
Leng (8:56:33 AM): gnawa ata siyang tinola
Leng (8:56:35 AM): hehehehe
Hapi (8:56:47 AM): hehe
Leng (8:56:53 AM): sa manila kayo nakatira nung bata ka ano?
Leng (8:56:55 AM): tama ba?
Hapi (8:57:05 AM): yes and no
Hapi (8:57:23 AM): manila..tapos las pinas..tapos las pinas ulit..tapos manila..tapos states..tapos manila..tapos antipolo
Hapi (8:57:28 AM): haay..npagod ako dun ah
Hapi (8:57:29 AM): hehe
Leng (8:57:55 AM): hehehe
Leng (8:58:28 AM): yung las pinas to las pinas, lumipat lang kayo ng houses within las pinas?
Hapi (8:59:04 AM): yup!
Hapi (8:59:13 AM): ganto kasi yun..ito ang history...
Hapi (8:59:43 AM): malate to paco to las pinas to las pinas to nj to malate to bukid to malate to antipolo
Hapi (8:59:53 AM): 9 houses na natiran namin
Hapi (8:59:54 AM): hehe
Hapi (8:59:55 AM): dami noh?
Hapi (9:00:46 AM): hehe
Leng (9:01:14 AM): bukid?
Hapi (9:01:40 AM): san andres
Hapi (9:01:40 AM): hehe
Hapi (9:01:44 AM): di po un bukid na farm
Hapi (9:01:46 AM): san andres bukid
Hapi (9:01:46 AM): hehe
Leng (9:03:11 AM): ah
Leng (9:03:12 AM): hehehehe
Leng (9:03:18 AM): ako kasi, sa bukid talaga
Leng (9:03:19 AM): hehehe
Hapi (9:03:29 AM): hehehe
Leng (9:03:42 AM): may katabi kasi kaming sort of bukid, tapos yung kaharap nun, sort of bukid din
Leng (9:03:50 AM): sort of, kasi wala masyadong tanim
Leng (9:04:11 AM): para lang vacant lot na puro trees and grass
Leng (9:04:23 AM): dun dinadala ng aking tito pepe ang kanyang mga baka
Leng (9:04:25 AM): hehehehe
Hapi (9:04:47 AM): hahahaha!!!
Hapi (9:04:53 AM): aba eh..dalagang bukid ka pala!
Hapi (9:04:58 AM): tito Pepe pa pangalan
Hapi (9:05:06 AM): parang pangalan galing aklat
Hapi (9:05:07 AM): hehe
Hapi (9:05:10 AM): nakakatuwa
Hapi (9:05:12 AM):
Leng (9:05:59 AM): ang pangalan niya talaga ay ruperto
Hapi (9:06:18 AM): naks
Leng (9:06:21 AM): minsan we refer to him as uncle rupert
Leng (9:06:23 AM): hahahaha
Hapi (9:06:26 AM): rupert everett pinoy version!
Hapi (9:06:29 AM): asteeeg
Leng (9:06:37 AM): pero hindi niya yun alam kasi deaf and mute siya
Leng (9:06:58 AM): pero peborit kong tito yun kasi madami syang kwento kahit hindi siya nakakapagsalita!!
Hapi (9:07:12 AM): a tlga?
Leng (9:07:23 AM): as in, hindi ka niya titigilan sa mga gestures hanggang hindi mo naiintindihan yung kinukwento niya!
Hapi (9:07:34 AM): marunong sya mag sign language?
Leng (9:07:58 AM): yung sign language lang na gawa-gawa nila, kasi hindi naman na yata siya nakapag-aral..
Leng (9:08:42 AM): peborit niya yung bunso kong kapatid
Leng (9:09:11 AM): lagi niyang niloloko na nung baby daw si aizel, pinapasan niya sa shoulders niya pero mabigat daw masyado
Leng (9:09:21 AM): hehe
Hapi (9:09:46 AM): hahaha!
Hapi (9:09:48 AM): kakatuwa naman un
Leng (9:10:56 AM): hehe, oo no!
Hapi (9:11:57 AM): lamu ngenjoy ako sa topic natin ngyon!
Leng (9:12:03 AM): na-miss ko na kayo!!!
Hapi (9:12:04 AM): parang gusto ko syang gawing isang blog
Leng (9:12:15 AM): sana mas mahaba tayo makapagkwentuhan
Leng (9:12:19 AM): hehe, oo nga eh
Leng (9:12:22 AM): ang saya!!!
Hapi (10:49:07 AM): sige..
Hapi (10:49:13 AM): ishleep n ko
Hapi (10:49:17 AM): gudnyt!
Leng (10:49:20 AM): tulog ka na!
Hapi (10:49:21 AM): tom nlng po
Leng (10:49:24 AM): night!
Leng (10:49:39 AM): see u sana soon!
Leng (10:49:39 AM): hehehe
Leng (10:49:41 AM): night!
Hapi (10:49:45 AM): oki doki
Leng (10:50:10 AM): babush!
Hapi (10:50:19 AM): iwan ko lang nka on pc
Hapi (10:50:20 AM): hehe
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8:19 AM ::
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Saturday, September 08, 2007
My 3 Most Favorite Places
Life is tough--that is one fact I've learned to live with. We're only human . . . in our weakness, we often get tired of the routines in our everyday lives. Our tendency? To flee from it all--find a place where you can sit down, let go, and hear yourself think. Here are three of my most favorite places to take refuge:
Seaside- There's nothing more soothing than the sound of gentle waves dashing against the rocks on the shore. Peaceful seascapes can have a soothing effect on a weary soul. It's lovely to just sit down with the salty sea wind in your face, watching the sunset in the distant horizon. Too bad there aren't any seas here in Antipolo.
Cemetery- Call me grotesque, but I also like to take refuge in a nice, quiet, memorial park with nothing but the silence of the dead around me. Of course, the graveyards with towering mausoleums and apartment-type graves are not an option. It's the lush green lawn and gentle rustle of the trees I enjoy. It's like a green park without the usual noise of children and beggars and vendors. Of course, I don't usually enjoy the place at night. But I do enjoy spending time at
High UP- I like high places. Make me choose between a basement and an attic, I’ll choose the latter. Any high place usually works for me. When I really feel exhausted, I climb a mountain. When I want peace in an unfamiliar place, I look for a quiet deck or balcony. I enjoy climbing trees, rooftops, and even our water tank out in our backyard. I know it's a very unusual practice but it works for me, and afterwards, I usually climb down more relaxed. Of course, i usually have to put up with quizzical looks on my folks' faces, but they're getting pretty used to me. =)
Those are the places I want to go. So anytime I'm feeling worn out and you can't find me, try looking up. I might be up on someone's tree. =P
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